“For everything there is a season, a time for every activity under heaven. A time to be born and a time to die. A time to plant and a time to harvest. A time to kill and a time to heal. A time to tear down and a time to build up. A time to cry and a time to laugh. A time to grieve and a time to dance. A time to scatter stones and a time to gather stones. A time to embrace and a time to turn away. A time to search and a time to quit searching. A time to keep and a time to throw away. A time to tear and a time to mend. A time to be quiet and a time to speak. A time to love and a time to hate. A time for war and a time for peace.”

‭Ecclesiastes‬ ‭3:1-8‬ ‭NLT‬‬ BIBLE ❤️️

Sorry I haven’t posted in a while guys. I’ve suffered a loss over the past week and haven’t had time or the will to put anything up. Please bear with me. 

It’s such a weird thing isn’t it? To realise the fragility of your own life, of the human race. This can’t be it. The cycle of events and then death at the end. Surely there has to be more? Something greater, something better, this one is flawed in a major way! 

I’m awful at dealing with loss. I’m a burier of emotion so I just let it all pile up until it has nowhere else to go and end up exploding after a few weeks. I would rather just not have to go through any of it. But you know what? I’m not a robot and it’s okay to have emotions and be upset. It’s okay.

To anyone who has lost a loved one, do allow yourself to feel it. Don’t be afraid of the pain, it is normal and it will feel better once you accept it and not fight it. I’m really tired and wonder when I’ll not be tired. I don’t know when that will be so I thought to put this up now just in case you start wondering.

Love, MC x